And so, this is Christmas…

Christmas, just like life itself — will become all that you choose or want it, to be.


As we are nearing Christmas, I think I can allow myself a Reflection of a song from that time of year.

It’s a song that does not bring back happy memories. In fact, if I heard it as a young child, I would burst into tears.

I inherited from my father a propensity to sing snatches of songs. Especially when in a comfortable mood. Hearing him sing a snatch of this song first caused my tears when I was around five years old.

It was not his intent to upset me. I suspect he, like me, was not always conscious of the lines we sing. A tune will just come to us, or some event may trigger a few songlines.

In this case, the song was, ‘The Little Boy That Santa Claus Forgot’.

I know not why it upset me so much. Of course, there wasn’t much money around in my young days, but I did not have a deprived childhood. On the contrary, Christmas was a celebratory event with presents aplenty to my young eyes. Yet this song twanged my young heartstrings.

it might be that it invoked in me some psychological fear of the uncertainty of the future (I’ve always been a bit of a worrier — I worry when I’m not worried!). Who knows what might be going on in the depths of the subconscious of a five-year-old? That age when the imaginary can seem just as real as anything we can touch or see. It could be I was overly empathetic to the boy in the song.

As an aside, I was also scared of feathers at that early age. Not birds. Feathers. I was happy amongst the chickens my parents kept. Yet, if my mother wished to deter me from investigating the contents of a drawer or cupboard, she placed a feather within. One glimpse and I would beat a wary retreat.

I have no idea what brought on that fear of feathers. At that stage in my life, I had not yet felt the bite of the Emperor Penguin in Edinburgh Zoo. That was to come some years later when my father tried to snap me standing beside the said bird (the penguin and I were the same height). I also have no idea how or why I overcame my feathery fear.

Anyway, back to the song, and you will be pleased to know I can now listen to it without collapsing into a paroxysm of tears.




In the Renaissance period of my post-career life …

Love podcasts or audiobooks? Learn on the go with our new app.

Recommended from Medium

Top 3 Blog Posts of 2021: Moving Past the Pandemic

Growing Old With Joy and Grace: It’s More Than a Number

snapshots arranged in the shape of a heart with quote: “In the end, it’s not the years in your life that count, but the life in your years.” —Abraham Lincoln. Growing Old With Joy and Grace: It’s More Than a Number by Nancy Blackman. youth, aging, elderly

Imperfection & Unlimited Chances

Speak up will free your true self

THREE simple yet POWERFUL ways to HEAL yourself

Bhagavad Gita’s Take On Chinese Expansionism

The 12 True Signs of A Highly Intelligent Person

Get the Medium app

A button that says 'Download on the App Store', and if clicked it will lead you to the iOS App store
A button that says 'Get it on, Google Play', and if clicked it will lead you to the Google Play store
Harry Watson

Harry Watson

In the Renaissance period of my post-career life …

More from Medium

Peaches For Everyone!

5 Things Everyone Should Know about New Year’s Resolutions

The Art of Composing Thoughts

We Don’t Actually Want to Win